New Life

New Life

      What to write? What do I want to tell someone? Does anyone really read this? I am just a father trying to deal with normal and abnormal things in my and my families life. I try not to lie, I work really hard on being honest and I try to instill this trait into my children. My father is my hero, along with my brother Rod, They are who I look up to outside of my eternal wife and Christ. 

       Did you know I am a racist, A$$hole, and a Mofo? I have been called many things in my 38 years of life. A lot of them came as I drove rigs across this country. I am proud of the man I have become, I carry a LDS temple recommend in my pocket and I AM WORTHY TO USE IT!!!! I am not afraid to talk about my religious beliefs, but I will not push you to convert. Many of our beliefs are common sense and can be found in many things. I believe that God and Jesus Christ lives and even directs the people on this Earth through a Modern day Prophet, Thomas S. Monson. My struggles are in the pain department. I can not tell you when I will feel good and when I will feel terrible, trust me if I could it would make things so much easier. The reason I do not attend weekly church meetings is because of the lights, the times I feel good enough to get 20 minutes of sacrament meeting I go, but if I feel the slightest itching of pain just less embarrassing to stay home. I know that is pride. 

        I was got into a argument with a person saying that my infliction isn't as bad as hers. Well first off i am not going to tell you that what you are going through is anything less then what I am going through. Now I will stand up and say you might know what a migraine is like, but you do not understand my infliction, Each person handles their "rocks" differently. It is said that the Lord only gives you what you can handle. Christ want you to learn so you can return to them in the heavens. I try as a student of Christ and a Teacher for my children to lead a righteous life. I am far from perfect, but I work on it. You know the ladder of perfection has many broken rungs. You will grab one and fall a few rungs down, then you will climb up higher. The thing we need to learn is not to repeat our mistakes. We need to keep our eye to the glory of Jesus Christ and Heavenly Father. You will be blessed with great prosperity and riches beyond your dreams.

Thank you for reading

Mr. Crossrds