Living in Pain

Living in Pain.

     Someone has asked how is it to live in daily pain? Well that is not an easy question to answer. let me ask you how do you get through life's problems? My instance and circumstances are given to me because I can handle them. My problem is no worse then what you may be going through. I am saying this because I am told my health care problems are incurable. I will suffer from migraine's the rest of my life. My sister will live with her health problems rest of her life and so on and so on. I will try not to take anything away from your problem as you try not to take anything away from my situation. Sometimes as I post something on Face book, or Twitter I am just venting I just want you to listen, say your sorry and move on. I will do the same when you feel over whelmed. We will work together to help each other get through life. 

      I have many things and many stories that have made me into who I am this day. I was not always a goody - goody Mormon boy. High school was 20 years ago and many things have changed since then. I am married (at 23) I have four great kids, A dog, and a cat. I love to draw and I love to help people. I have a gift of speech. I can speak on the fly in front of any size crowd. You may have some of the same gifts as I do. I have an appreciation for everything and I will let a person use me once. That is all I can afford to allow people to walk over me. I will stop everything I am in the middle of and come to aid of family. I have two cousins (by blood). I have more but we have not been in contact for many years and some do not acknowledge me or my family. I have chronic migraine's I start Botox on the 26th and that will give me fewer and more "better" days in the future. I have a niece that will not accept an apology. If you have become a person I can trust and let me tell you of all my "sh!t" you will be in a small circle.

I am me and nothing can change that. I believe in God and the restoration of his church on this earth. I know that he will return and redeem this earth as his. We may all believe in something, but my Faith in Jesus Christ gets me through each day. 

Thank you For reading

Mr. Crossrds