Pain

Pain is the word of today.

         How does one deal with crippling pain? How does one determine if it is just in their head or if it is real? Well for me my pain is in the head. I am in the process of a multi-day migraine. It causes nausea, blurred vision, and pulsating in my head. I watch Netflix to keep sound in my ears. Now i have been suffering from constant headaches and migraines since May 2007. Nothing more nothing less. I work hard to just be on a level to play with my children. My pain starts as a Headache, then stretches and grows greater and greater until I am bed for a few days.

         If you have been reading my posts then you know I try not to bitch too much about it. My wife helps me caring my burden. I am going to tell you that I would trade any one's worst day at work for a day like today. 

         I am not lazy. My father taught me how to work and how to do things. I am teaching that to my children. Now I know I am far harder on the physical work on my son versus my daughters. I expect more from him. I know that might be wrong in today's world of equality, but a boy must know how to handle his stuff. Too many boys are becoming entitled little boys and girls that believe they are owed anything. I am sorry as you become adults you are not owed anything. You owe your parents for all the times they wanted to smother you with a pillow and didn't for all the money that the spent happily to raise you. That is how it works. I owe my parents for being my parents. Plain and simple. When they get to the point that they need to be taken care of then all my sibling and I will fight who helps. I am sure we all will chip in to take care of aging parents. 

         I owe my parents as they had the means to help us as i suffered in the pain.

Thank you for reading 

Mr. Crossrds