I am white and Have Rhythm

I am white and Have Rhythm

Now that alone should make for an interesting topic to share. I love music, All kinds from Snoop Dog to Merrill Osmond, From Show tunes To Speed metal. I feel the deep bass in my bones. I do not have a problem crying when a song connects on a deep level. I once wrote the reason I am called Crossrds. It is a PlayStation Network gamer tag. It also is in reference to a song that was released soon around the time of my brothers death. Now I have written of this life changing event. I have spent many years hiding from what I have become I am now the oldest son in our mortal lives. I never asked for that I always enjoyed being unnoticed and skating under the radar. I know no one asked me to replace my brother and it took many years of thinking I was in his shadow and should live as he lived. I found out that is made my mind in turmoil when I would feel I wasn't living up to that expectation. I found out one thing I AM GRADY LUNDEEN AND I ONLY NEED TO BE THE MAN I AM. That is what I found out. I am me and only me can bring joy to my life. So I am working on me. I never cared about rumors about me. I just let them slide, as I have grown up things start to hurt, like when people whisper things like " he doesn't look sick" "He is just lazy" or when someone attacks my religion or church. I AM MORMON. get over it, if you don't like it oh well move on, I have. 

I do not care of offending people. I am me, the Lord has given me my trails and from those I have become who I am. I have a heart and willing to serve everyone. I will respect you if you respect me. So how do I have Rhythm. Rhythm is all things as is love.

thanks for reading 

Mr. Crossrds